LOST AND WON

When the day is done
Down to earth then sinks the sun
Along with everything that was lost and won
When the day is done

When the day is done
Hope so much your race will be all run
Then you find you jumped the gun
Have to go back where you began
When the day is done ~ Norah Jones

Somedays it feels like a roller coaster of events take place. So many things happen that if you're not in the moment, truly there, you have no clue whether you jumped the gun when the day is done or if you were right on the mark.

Today wasn't a day of overwhelming activity, yet there is a part of me that wonders if I have won or lost. Perhaps it is just in the not having gotten done certain things that this feeling arises. I don't know. I do know that it is nearly 10 pm, well past my normal exhausted can't stay awake anymore have to crash in my cozy yummy bed before my eyes roll in the back of my head - normal bed time of 9 pm. Yeah, I know it is the weekend but I like my sleep no matter what. One of many silent dreams not always realized!

Why a blog here? Why now? I want something of my own. Isn't that the point of a blog? A place to call your own. It is my place to post dreams to be realized, fears to be transformed into dreams to be realized and whatever else comes to mind when the day is done...or in that moment.

We'll see if I even remember this place when I get up in the morning. Life seems to get so busy I don't often have time for "me-writing-time". I need to make it a priority. Here goes everything...I'm dreaming...